Grieving the Loss of Self Lyrics

Album: Mordrake

I ask thee, please release me from this inner circle of hell

As it kills me, devours me, I scream out for any form of help

If the walls if could speak to me, they'd reduce me dumb

A nightmare infused fabrication of rues with evil soon to come

Desperate and almost deranged.

My sense turn on me and I feel it again in my soul, it aches

Convoluted masked with a veil of reprieve

Are you out there? I can hear you

What is happening to me?

In a waking comatose state

The past begins to bloom and envelops my mind

All the fears have drowned what little hope I had

In finding you safe and sound

Don't look at me, disgusted by my own reflection

These hands unclean, designed by evil used to create deception

How could have I known? That I was the one who brought you here

Am I the ghost? The one who's to blame

For falling apart when you needed me most

In my hollow shell, a dormant yet hostile tormenting cell

These moments feel all the same, every day is pain, just take it away

Whispers fall from behind, casting their horrors, infecting my mind

Driven to breaking point, how could i have been so blind

Mirrors spill nothing but truth, how could this be, I've done this to you

Everything that has been, caused by my hand it seems

How could i have done this to you?

Save me

through my bones im feeling, an insufferable balance of pain

Infesting my thoughts with whispers so wrought

I'm grieving the loss of self