whys it so hard just to get out of bed
a turn to take... im just stuck in my head
sick of feeling all the shit you turned in
felling guilty for the thought of revenge
theres just this sick fucking insecurity
I wouldnt have waited
wouldnt have craved it
wouldnt have played all this bullshit I made
could've been places but youre jus so sick
blinded by reason & taken for granted
stayed in your lane, I never could take it
settled for nothing or less of a pain
now youre just stuck with nothing to gain
now you're a fuck who withers in shame
stuck on my shoes
just a mess of shit stained paper