Mother, I held your hand my warmth left with yours eyes half open, I stared at the void a haunting vision of where you now wander do my screams pierce the earth of your grave? I am weak so fucking weak I just wanted to make you proud of me Mother, can you feel the loneliness of a young boy naked and cold? you were my only reason to be good and now you're gone Cursed to drag your coffin to always remember what will never return