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ever since i was young

i've been at war with my own blood

a state of mind i cant get out

the constant fear of failure

to afraid to try

how am i meant to survive

when the world in my head

makes me fear life

i refuse to be bound

by these anchors at my feet

as i start to be drowned

by the weight of my misery

i'm sick and tired

of the life I'm living

i was told I'd have a meaning

but so far I'm just sinking

this is all an avenue

of fucking self destruction

the bottle has no answers

but i don't know myself

i just need some time away

so i can clear my head

maybe i can beat this feeling

that i am always sinking

take my hand

pull me through  this

I'm trying I swear

and I won't let you go

stop me falling

i can almost see the bottom

maybe i

maybe i

could use some help

take my hand

pull me through  this

I'm trying I swear

and I won't let you go

stop me falling

i can almost see the bottom

maybe i

maybe i

could use some help

Don't see the sadness

as a reason to leave

don't make me bury you

I cannot be without you

the demons in your blood

can only make you stronger

once you stop being afraid

you will feel the sun on your face

this life is not enough

you've gotta make it yours

maybe just one day

it will all be ok

in life or in death

i will see you again

no matter the struggle

i know hwat you're going through

i'm right beside you

you're not

you're not

you're not alone