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I destroyed everything

And threw myself into the depths

Of self-loathing and disrepair

So just stay away

Before I hurt you too

Everything that I touch

Just burns and turns to dust

I don’t deserve to be happy

These are my final days

As I watch you walk away

Maybe it’s better off this way

I’m the monster I created myself

This chaos overwhelms

I’m going straight to hell

I was lost in the rose-coloured sea

Drowning under waves of misery

I look in your eyes

I see through the lies

You are not what i need to survive

I know I’ve done wrong

And now that you are gone

There’s nothing left

But four walls and broken souls

My whole life has been taken from me

The blood in on my hands

There is no going back

I’ll destroy everything

That reminds me of the past

While you lie on your back

Think it makes a better person of yourself

I think you’re the one who needs some help

Don’t come to me now you’re down

I was lost in the rose-coloured sea

Drowning under waves of misery

I look in your eyes

I see through the lies

You are not what I need to survive

Forgiveness has a price

I would sell you my soul

I would give you life

Just to walk away

One last time

So you can see

I survived

am I ready to die

am I ready to die

I'm ready to die

take my fucking life

Blegh

pull the sheet over my eyes I'm ready to die

pull the sheet over my eyes I'm ready to die

how can I better

when I see your face

everywhere I go remind me of the mistake

I'm fucking sick of you

I will be free of you

put a bullet through my head

I'm fucking done with you

pull the sheet over my eyes I'm ready to die

pull the sheet over my eyes I'm ready to die