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how I long to feel you here with me,

your arms to embrace or your hands to choke

and how I yearn to hear your voice

your callous words, no sweeter sound

I’d crawl upon hands and knees

through the hell you left me in

if it meant for just one moment

I could see you again

I am hopelessly lost

without you here to guide me

where were you in the end?

I always hoped you would find me

but I am hopelessly lost

without you here, beside me

where were you in the end?

I fucking thought you would find me