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mad thoughts everywhere inside my head

i always try to ignore them all

but they keep coming and coming up

this is insanity -- i don't know what went wrong with me

feeling strange

with everyone

with me especially

when it all falls down on you

all along the way, continuously

you surrender; to forget what it means to be

to forget what it means to feel the pain

when it's all dug in this way

you must stay, there's no getting away

there is no way out of this

when all you see is the entire

uglyness of your own self

then there is no going back