I shut the drapes Don't want any part Of that miserable world My happy place is here in the dark Lying undisturbed I don't fit in Stopped trying a long long time ago But in my dreams it's different It's where I run the show I look back on my life And realize I've been sick and tired since 1989 Call this living a lie But I don't just live, I thrive In a dream state Where everything feels just right I don't recall a time When this world made sense to me It feels like all my life I've been desperate to escape this reality I look back on my life And realize I've been sick and tired since 1989 Call this living a lie But I don't just live, I thrive In a dream state Where everything feels just right