Surrounded by people that tell me I'm loved
But it's drowned out by my screams, my past written in blood
I've always been worthless in their eyes
I'm sick of it all, I'm ready to die
A failed suicide and wounds that won't heal
I don't want to live, I don't want to feel
Misery loves company
Every night she throws another ornate party
Every day I walk alone amongst the debris
And I pray an estranged god may hear my plea for peace
My whole life is a fucking mistake
I hate myself and the choices I've made
I'll never be proud of who I am
I just want this sadness to end
