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blackened window

obscured by human skin

growing from within the confines

eyes of fated hell

too dark to perceive

such nihility

too dark to read

fingers against blackness

we cannot see

nails against my cold reflection

blind to me

a form unfamiliar

gazing back at me

it makes my soul press against my bones

a vessel, a prison

defied by my own volition

disgust, isolation

eternally hidden

mortal prison

hellish chasm

deep red stone

home emanating from the cracks

such sincerity

the heat permeates my soul

I crave this feeling

I cannot be here

such a bitter state

such a shame

condemned to live this life

in vain

self loathing

it's endless

locking me inside myself

restricted by life's essence

my repressed form, confined

my core rattles

chain like bones

this is not enough

hysterical

it's so cruel

there's nothing I can do