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Twisted thought is creeping in my head

Am I still alive or am I really dead

I pinch my face to see if I still hurt

I swallow hard just to taste the dirt

Just to taste the dirt

Did it happen or was it just a dream

Nothing matters anymore or so it seems

I lie and really don't want to get up

I keep pinching till it bleeds

But I don't want to stop

Chorus

I have lost my will to live

I want to quietly leave

I want to fade into the void

My life is utterly destroyed

Chorus

I have lost my strength to fight

I am dead inside

My heart is ripped off my chest

My soul with you is so possessed

Chorus

I have lost my will to live

I want to quietly leave

I want to fade into the void

My life is utterly destroyed

I try to sleep again alone

The pill comes down my throat like a burning stone

I only wish I won't wake up again

Without you by my side there's only pain