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So beautiful, beautiful death

Dead inside but they called me depressed

I cut my skin, because I want to feel

But only pain, only pain makes me real

Can you scream?

Can you feel?

Can you be like a real?

I wanna sleep, no wake up

I wanna feel, but can not

Empty

I lost everything when I was 20 and now everything is my life

Empty

I lose everything I lost you too, I lost everything that I want to

Empty

Who am I? Why I can not find a single reason to not suicide?

Empty

So beautiful, beautiful pain

I killed myself but it’s feel like a game

Nothing is matter

No one can hear you

Just few words I can say

Sorry Grandma, sorry my sis, sorry my friend but I have a disease

Can you imagine I was looking for a bridge, so I can step down

I was looking for a place where no one can find me

I wanted to make this crime, without even saying to you goodbye

Can you, help me?

Can you, stop look at me this way?

Can you, help me, a?

But maybe I still have a chance, maybe you can make me feel

But maybe I still have a chance

Maybe you can make me feel

Maybe I lose everything

Just to build