I'm watching the trains from the attic And painting a face on the moon By 7 a.m. he was sitting beside me 11 line he wrote his wife Before his suicide Don't tell me your reason my friend I know it's the call of the end That surrounds you Or maybe you were just scared Of life's untold serenade Sanctimonarium If God hates us He answers to our prayers Sanctimonarium If God hates us He answers to our prayers I am not in the spirit to take you with me And I don't want to scare you to death I'll sing you an ayre Of the saintly transition Please let me go instead of thee And drink the wine of immortality You ask for the reason my friend It's just the erosion of time That surrounds me My somber street serenade Tells of what I'm so afraid Sanctimonarium If God hates us He answers to our prayers Sanctimonarium If God hates us He answers to our prayers (You ask me) Where do we go (I tell you) Little I know Too little I know Charon paint me A bridge into the rainbow I'll pay you with a bit of stardust To lay me down inside The Thantaphoric blueberryfield I've called you To be my never-ending circle You are the answer for my searching So tell me why You will not take me away Not take me away In your darkest hour Your wish was my command My friend If you'd grant my sweet desire To be human just for one day A wicked prayer murders innocence In this nefarious Elysium Sanctimonarium If God hates us He answers to our prayers A wicked prayer murders innocence In this nefarious Elysium Sanctimonarium Your life feels good When death lies in the air