I open my eyes to nothing
Cannot change this world
Gave up on myself, gave up on life
Growing old an imitation of life
Gave in to these failures again
Dragging me deeper inside
Use it to free my will
submitting to this pain
Survived by an instinct to not reveal
Wounds on my body the symbols of strife
Building reconnecting, the strength inside
. . . Gave up on myself, gave up on life
I force what I despise to suffer
Cannot change this world
Only a fool, or a madman submits
Serenity comes when Calamity hits
I Learn from the pain in my soul