Forge my path to hell following the will the needle my life Losing touch with me numbing parts that bleed medicine the poison Demons guides my hand destroying myself sleep deprivation The needle I crave affliction a savior death my mate The needle that bleeds the needle that saves nature’s path broken Pain is the path through blood runs hate through flesh the gate Discipline gone saw through the lie death is coming Just one more time it keeps me alive denied suicide Kept alive through feeding tubes narcotics in ever draw Keep thinking of one thought that I want to be no more Alone now I clench my gun and contemplate the end Tears are gone as I exhale and start to begin Forge my path to hell following the will the needle my life Losing touch with me numbing parts that bleed medicine the poison Demons guides my hand destroying myself sleep deprivation The needle I crave affliction a savior death my mate Broken dreams of a promised life erodes from my mind Is this what was planned? Is this all there is to find? I can no longer see myself doing anything Denied my death denied my life a thousand times