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the stench of decay

radiating from my body

a walking corpse

for whom the end is near

abandoned hope

a cursed mind

filled with jealousy

decaying with time

as i walk this horrid earth

i observe silently, quietly

the attrocities

committed by womankind

forced onto my shoulders

a weight i can bear no more

for my body as decayed too much

a rotting corpse

cannot bear a 10 ton boulder

crying rivers

which have carved into these mountains

streams of sorrow

and self hatred

the gun to my head

my finger on the trigger

i will rest deep in this horrid earth

still hearing the screams

of my own loathing

the bullet in the chamber

will numb the pain

i will shoot myself