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I feel dead inside numb to all the things that keep me alive

I have become a ghost, an apparition another lost soul

Oh, the best part of me is the one you let go

This is finally goodbye

Don't leave no rose on my tombstone

Now you'll se the ugly part of me

now you'll know the evil within me

In between, insanity

You're my slave, eternally

The constant rejection taught me a lesson tales from a broken home

Going through the motions never fucking knowing I'd be all alone

Why is it that the stress devours me?

And why can't I fix what's fucking wrong with me

Essence of doom

the face of gloom

Feel my presence when I walk in the room

entity of negativity

In a life that's beautiful and free

Maybe one day you'll see what's wrong with me

Welcome the end of days

Recognize my soul of pain

Why can't I feel anything

If thre's a god, take this pain away

I sold my soul

You best believe that I lost all I know

Now you'll see the ugliest part of me

I'm just a miserable fuck that's worthless to you

Now I wonder who I'm meant to be

If I could change the past to better suit me

The butterfly effect, would it take hold?

Would it make me feel so alone?

Standing here smiling, but inside I'm dying

Walk right back from the way that you came

If the skeletons in my closet could sing

They bring rejection and it got me so low

I have become a ghost

Maybe one day I'll be set free

Of the monotonous misery

Life glistens gold, Leave me so cold

I have become a ghost