As I fall, fall down Down, where I ever want to be In the deepest abyss of my black psyche Where all my different faces become one My thoughts diving into the naked substance of The everflowing stream of my mental energy All I be...deep in me Intensified...and brought to life The abstract structure of my spiritual existence Is a constant growing labyrinth! Der Geist ist der Schlüssel zur Pforte in die Ewigkeit! To master life...I had to be dead To perceive myself...I have to live my dreams To survive this temporal reality I have to pass over all limits To expand my consciousness into infinity I dance with the dead at night And raise my volition to that throne upon the stars! The martyr suffers a thousand deaths Before your eyes...one by one...he dies! For you to learn What you never will understand Ruins of flesh you're damned to rot In the "safety" of your slavestate-mind! I close my eyes and stare into the dark universe inside Where all those shadows of myself flow together into deepest black Intensify...all of me...what I am...in my dreams In me I found peace across the horizon With the wind my mind is travelling To the source in the afterlife where the sleeping in me awakes to life! A black hole opens in my subconsciousness The gate into a mental world Where reality is just a remembrance! All is forgiven All is forgotten In the bittersweet solitude in here No more fear...all grief is gone Now I have returned...returned to myself Back to where I am...and where I ever was In those dark places...my words will be heard By the deafening silence of the night A more attentive listener than every human ear All answers are given by myself! Hear my voice The tongue of cries! Intensification Into the ocean of my soul Underwater I will breath and live on! The old god lies dying in the bleeding heart of mankind All beauty fades under their impure feet You think you can submit everyone and everything So look into my eyes and see the downfall of your materialistic dreams! As I die...die alone Leave this world forever All those senseless tragedies Of this unnecessary, mortal world Are left far behind And I'm on my way...now I'm free!