Once ago I've felt somekind of fear... and as it burns me deep within... my life seems to be unliveable for me... and I see that all ways of life in this sick world... will never lead me to my final destination... They are all slaves of the limited life they've chosen! Desillusioned... Matter will always decay to dust... only the soul that perceives itself will exist eternal... you never can escape from yourself... there's no place to hide from the face inside... and with poison in your brain... you think you're alive while your soul slowly dies! Desillusioned... Desillusioned... Desiliusioned... solitude is the absolute freedom... desillusioned... I live only for myself... I am my god! Leave me alone... leave me alone... the death you die will never be mine! Leave me alone... you will never reach my higher form of existence! Crawling maggots all over the wounded earth... eating each other and celebrate the downfall... world at it's end... and none cries a tear for it... No this was never my race... so, leave me alone... beyond reality... in the afterlife... where we will meet again Where you will be the lost... and I am the king of my life! Desillusioned... desillusioned... solitude is the absolute freedom... desillusioned... I live only for myself... I am my devil! Leave me alone... leave me alone... the death you die will never be mine... leave me alone... you will never reach my higher form of existence! Flesh is rotting... minds are sleeping... identity is a mask... all is dead... all is lost! This reality is a experience I've tasted enough... I'm ready for a new state of consciousness... everyday the wish get´s stronger... to blow my brain onto the wall... and watch through dead eyes... my blood flowing down... down! Desillusioned... life is an illusion... only death is real! And I live only for that one way transition! Everyday the wish get´s stronger... to blow my brain onto the wall... and watch through dead eyes... my blood flowing down... desillusioned... from life... desillusioned... to death!!!