As i stand on the top of this beautiful, tortured world... high above a sea of clouds in which the earth has drowned... the frosty winds from the eternal arctic ice bites my skin... and fills my mind with impressions from aeons of evolution I raise my head and look up to the endless stars... distant worlds... they seem to be so near... but yet they are unreachable for me... no gods live up hear... above the clouds... only the unyielding majesty of universal nature... and me... With dry feet I walk over the water... I sit down in the middle of the lake... surrounded by the dark silhouetes of the forests... I fall into a dark and silent trance... Somewhere... out there... In the depth of the almighty nature... far away from the breathtaking civilisation... I can feel the beat of the universe in my bleeding heart.. the source where I once have came from... and to which I soon will return to... never to come back!!!