I shall strike you without anger And without hate, like a butcher The lymph of suffering may brim To slake my desert of its drought So my desire, by hope made stout Upon your salty tears may swim Like a vessel which puts to sea And in my heart that they'll make drunk Your beloved sobs will resound Like a drum beating the charge! Am I not a discord In the heavenly symphony Thanks to voracious Irony She's in my voice, the termagant! All my blood is her black poison! I am the sinister mirror In which the vixen looks I am the wound and the dagger! I am the blow and the cheek! I am the members and the wheel Victim and executioner! I'm the vampire of my own heart One of those utter derelicts Condemned to a hysterical laugh And ferocious smile