Once I escaped, I thought I could be free Blink of an eye, waking or asleep Old bloody wounds, yet fresher still Never safe again Darkness returning Locked in the nightmare Writhe in the turmoil Survival unexpected, I cannot forgive The enormous weight upon me Memory won't leave me I wish I hadn't lived, not like this I swear it's worse now than it was back then Darkness returning Locked in the nightmare Writhe in the turmoil Scarring to the bone Pain follows me home Better run and hide Never safe in bed Fills my days with dread Horrors from inside Scarring to the bone Pain follows me home Better run and hide Never safe in bed Fills my days with dread Horrors from inside Scarring to the bone Pain follows me home Better fucking run and hide Throw that shit away I can't last one more day With my life, will I pay?