You twisted the blade so many times, I ran out of patience to pretend. My days are timed by fears. I try as I might, I can not find any word to release. You've lit up the flame a hundred times. I still can not see clearly in your mind. What should I say, vowed to decline. I may have flaws, but I am who I am. Despair, deepest hopes collapse. It's prowling still, denial.