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I've lost, myself, somewhere in my mind,

Decayed, im plagued, with thoughts of suicide,

My end, will bring, peace from the reality,

I wish, it would, just go and leave me be,

What hides, inside, seems to be my friend,

Until, it lies, and brings me to an end,

I feel, I've gone, I feel I've gone insane,

Insane, from my, insane from suffering

Scratching, clawing, cutting, crawling,

Grab the knife and bite the pain

Punching, kicking, crying, cringing,

Unable to break the chain

Dreading, hiding, failing, biding

Trapped behind these unseen bounds

Dazing, hearing, hunting nearing

Whispers are the only sound.

Waking is a place of tears and

Sleeping is the hell I fear

Thorn inside and ripped to shreds

Riding demons I can't steer

The Fucking thoughts inside torment me

Living with an all present bane

And I know somehow some way

It is going to win this game

Relapse, each time, hurts like a heavy pound,

The thrusts, too deep, I cannot stand my ground,

Controlled, denied, all my senses have gone bad,

Lying, faking, outside smiling inside sad,

Tired, moveless, a spirit dressed in black,

Lifeless, beat down, I sense there's no going back,

I feel, I've gone, I feel I've gone insane,

Insane, from my, insane from my suffering

Scratching, clawing, cutting, crawling,

Grab the knife and bite the pain

Punching, kicking, crying, cringing,

Unable to break the chain

Dreading, hiding, failing, biding

Trapped behind these unseen bounds

Dazing, hearing, hunting nearing

Whispers are the only sound

Waking is a place of tears and

Sleeping is the hell I fear

Thorn inside and ripped to shreds

Riding demons I can't steer

The Fucking thoughts inside torment me

Living with an all present bane

And I know somehow some way

It is going to win this game