As we walked up to the table, fathers smile brought so much pride Brother signed up right before me, both 14 never thought twice Broken down but rebuilt stronger, to defend our fatherland Uniformed and fucking deadly, baptized in lead by puberty Off to France on my first mission, Brother slept right beside me Ordered to kill sleeping families, the piercing light of rifle fire On the ground lay human remains, 70 more, we stabbed the bodies What was the point of this, why is this blood on my soul? Tortured by these haunting nightmares, everytime I close my eyes All this blood and all the pain, didn't we know we were the bad guys Not their lies and nor their lores, can certify me innocence Thoughts of killing by one's own hand, brings the yearning hope of deliverance Sudden a shot, I felt the impact, heard quietened down my brothers last cry Still alive but dead inside, I am cursed to watching boys die! Watching, Boys, die! Watching, boys, die!