I beat myself to death and it feels so right
Hate goes insane in my brain for myself and I
Forgotten and detested in their eyes
Psycho-sadistic masochists in disguise
Killing time, killing myself slowly
Wishing I was a corpse only
Decaying I rot my skin falls off
I'm decomposing like leprosy, let me be!
Letting my skeleton rot in the closet
Stagnant in agony licking my wounds
Violent and toxic descent to despondency
I was a ghostly goon
I want to wound myself so deeply
Watch the blood from my flesh seeping
Down me like a waterfall of glimmering molten death
Feel the sexual magic of carnage consuming
Disdain for all who once knew me
Now victims of the demoness I'm destined to be
Let the corpses burn to ash, and the fire light my path
Letting my skeleton rot in the closet
Stagnant in agony licking my wounds
Violent and toxic descent to despondency
I was a ghostly goon
Darkness is beauty that shines through light
The mystery that's yours to master in life
Balance is blissful in absence of fear
An open mind and kind heart is to see clear