I hit myself in the head over and over again Cut my flesh, I wish I didn't know you You're a rotten ghost still hanging around Making life hard and bringing me down You get on my last nerve it's neverending My first and lurking curse I pretend you are just not there I wish I could be proud or at least not care Depression please rescue me You've always been a dependable friend to me Push me down before i fuck it all up Push me down before I fuck it all up Don't let me get too comfortable You know I can't keep my big mouth shut Physically entwined attached yet so detached from you They never see you but in their mind's eye Such a useless fucking burden supercedes my identity It wouldn't be a problem but it's them not me Such a simple nonconformity shouldn't lead so many to an early grave Why don't you just shrink yourself down and live inside a cave? Depression please rescue me You've always been a dependable friend to me Push me down before I fuck it up Push me down before I fuck it up Don't let me get too comfortable You know I can't keeo my big mouth shut I wish I didn't care about you, enough to live with or without I'm maladjusted, I just can't trust anyone I refuse to be a statistic Maybe in the next life, things will be different