In My Own Way Lyrics


I hit myself in the head over and over again

Cut my flesh, I wish I didn't know you

You're a rotten ghost still hanging around

Making life hard and bringing me down

You get on my last nerve it's neverending

My first and lurking curse

I pretend you are just not there

I wish I could be proud or at least not care

Depression please rescue me

You've always been a dependable friend to me

Push me down before i fuck it all up

Push me down before I fuck it all up

Don't let me get too comfortable

You know I can't keep my big mouth shut

Physically entwined attached yet so detached from you

They never see you but in their mind's eye

Such a useless fucking burden supercedes my identity

It wouldn't be a problem but it's them not me

Such a simple nonconformity shouldn't lead so many to an early grave

Why don't you just shrink yourself down and live inside a cave?

Depression please rescue me

You've always been a dependable friend to me

Push me down before I fuck it up

Push me down before I fuck it up

Don't let me get too comfortable

You know I can't keeo my big mouth shut

I wish I didn't care about you, enough to live with or without

I'm maladjusted, I just can't trust anyone

I refuse to be a statistic

Maybe in the next life, things will be different