Some days I wake up and I feel so lucky
Other days it feels like I got hit by a truck
I fell and hit rock-bottom and tried to pull myself together
But the glue just never stuck
I've done copious amounts of coping, excuses for just waiting
But self-abuse is just no use
And seething is still breathing, so I'm not suffocating
Can you still paint a pretty picture from a shattered canvas?
Of fragile dreams you held onto for so long?
The visions becomes more abstract but I know I'll get it back
Every time I write another song
Am I too far gone?
So you can't function how they want you to
They wrote the program but you are not a tool
This world feels so alien like you've been abducted
Make it yours or make it out alive
You're Beautifully corrupted
I didn't get to sleep until 4:23, it was 10pm
I was smoking weed when suddenly
I heard from a friend that she couldn't go on, it's the end
No one would give a damn if she was gone
One day life becomes a cage and you feel so disenchanted
Your purpose is worthless beyond the bars of circumstances
Neither her or I ever really wanted to take our own life
We talked about how to fix the world and make everything alright.
Don't mistake crocodile tears for holy water
The self-righteous can never take your heart
If you're the monster in their fairy tale
Don't eat yourself alive, but tear it all apart
So you can't function how they want you to
They wrote the program but you are not a tool
This world feels so alien like you've been abducted
Make it yours or make it out alive
You're Beautifully corrupted
We're all a little out of touch with love
We're all a little fucked up
Beautifully corrupted, we're all beautifully corrupted