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Seems I have lost my place

In this world, in His gaze,

In my heart I’ve been searching for answers

Yet no one can reply

To my questions and why

Each thought leads to a brand new disaster

All my life I’ve been told,

To seek power like gold

And to not waste my time till I get it

Cause there’s no one to trust,

Not even your own guts

So you fake it til you finally make it

And I found myself in echo chambers

For how long you ask? Well…

I can’t remember

Past mistakes cut like knives

Can’t believe all the lies

I have heard from the people I’ve  trusted

Everyone is a Saint

Until one day they ain’t,

That’s the day when they’ve done getting busted

How the tables have turned

I have finally returned

And I’m better and stronger than ever

And I know better than

Not to trust in my heart

When I hear liars saying forever

Until I kissed the ground and realized

I was running away

Running away from the prize

Maybe I’ll grow to be better

Maybe I’ll grow to be vain

Maybe one day i will vanish from the face of earth, you wont know who to blame

Maybe my actions betrayed me,

Maybe my skin ain’t too thick,

Maybe my mind doesn’t fit anymore

In a world filled with people who’s brains are so sick