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I can not hear the sound of my voice

Even from the deepest inside of myself

Only strange noises resound in me

While I am unable to speak or listen

This diffuse veil in front of me -

A curtain of glass I will never stride again

No step towards it, no more pain

While my empty body dies

Lost between the worlds of life

Condemned to wander in silence

No words can heal the wounds

Which are open for too long

I used to hate for years

I can feel the touch of their claws

As they try to draw me back again

But nothing ever can make me

Return again to the suffering outside

Visions of another life

Are haunting me on my way

Through the dusts of nowhere

Laconic views into the void...

The path of oblivion led me

Straight to the gates of infinity

I strode them, knowing that

There will be no return to life

I used to hate for years