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Awaken slowly in a boring mood

No sun to shine in an empty room

Open a messenger and what I see

Again a lot of lies

My eternal fears are always here

Oh how i want them all to disappear

Anxiety makes my hands shake and sweat

I want to go down the drain

So close to my SOUL today

Like panties to my ass

Dig into pale skin

What if the LUCK is gone

And everybody knows

I am a fraud

I put a smile on my gloomy face

All sad thoughts must be erased

Coffee fixed my day a little bit

Time to come out on the street

In the mirror I see the face that I hate

I’m tired to make, tired to take

I have no resources, injured soul

All that I know - the weather is cold