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You ask yourself how to become

A man who can stand alone

You gave up on so many things

You just stopped counting them

Sometimes you have the feeling

That you should be someone else

That you should have done bigger things

You should live a bigger life

You disapoint nobody but yourself

Anyway, you remain unsatisfied

You wish, you're bigger, more handsome and clever

You wish you're upright, and strong during fights

But you're not, you're just another shmunk

It's not about who you are but who you want to be

You blame yourself all the time

And you wish you are stronger

«Just like your dad»

You can't see, you can't feel

And least of all be the same

Please realise that it is just a shame

A denial

Listen to me

It's not about who you are but who you want to be

You beg for more

What are you waiting for?

Please step out of the shadow

There are may ways to grow up and strong

Grow up!

Life's not a treadmill

Un running river carrying souls

A current.

You can embrace your future

Chose your own path and principles

Your mistakes.

I now you will soon find

Your way to raise