I fought it back - the times that left me blind I fought it back - but winds are so unkind it´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles you´re always there - ´till the day I die I fought it back - but only on borrowed time I fought it back - but only for a little while it´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles you´re always there - ´till the day I die it´s in your stare it´s in the air that I can´t bear sometimes I wish that you could see the pain that you feed sometimes I really wish you could bleed for me again sometimes I really wish you could see the snakes that crawls on me sometimes I really wish I could flee from you again