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I know it's like this everywhere

But I can't help it I've got to care

If only cause it's hit me in the face

Lost a few notches in the spiritual rat race

Seems some church brothers lied about me

Word's gotten around what could they think of me?

chorus:

I can't find it in my heart

To forget to forgive how shall I then live?

I'm not in love I just made a friend

Nothing's going on we both understand

But righteous anger has turned to rage

And rebuke has turned into a war waged

Youth group and service all eyes are on me

And I'm getting getting getting getting angry

repeat chorus

And so I suffer and I suffer . . .

I know it's pride I keep hanging onto

God will strike me my grip will soften

I'll beak down and forgive any day

But when they say hello, I'll probably still look away