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they know my fear, aware of my pain

they see me falling again and again

for years a torture with no scars

a cold remoteness, colder than the light of stars

don´t know what´s expected of me

what they want to see

I know my life is a lie

I´m not supposed to be

the laughs they fade away too slow

the bad memories won´t go

I meet emptiness where I turn

inside I feel the lust of vengeance burn

don´t know what´s expected of me

what they want to see

I know my life is a lie

I´m not supposed to be

a nameless strength fills my body

´till the edge

hardened through the years

of insanity

my tormentors, mercy

don´t know what´s expected of me

what they want to see

I know my life is a lie

I´m not supposed to be