Early morning... normal day I have to go... I can't stay But I hate to go... To that fucking school I got bad results... I feel like a fool They think it's fun... To treat me bad they are laughing... I get mad So i go home... and grab a knife to stop the jokes... to end my life Why do you think I hate myself Not 'cause everybody likes me don't feel sorrow, 'cause you don't mind This is my own misery I hate the attention That they give I have to die I can't live I must die...... I can't live Now they're sorry... for what they've done they were laughing... i am gone It's their reaction... About my look it's my joy of life... That they took Dead and burried... I look at the past I'm finally happy... I'm free at last So don't you come... To judge about me and don't you tell me... how to be This is my own misery...