A weakling I have become I lost my soul in the glow The shining I should never see Smirched my heart, addled my mind My innermost flame left me shattered My sorrowful sun can't crack the dawn disinclination... to keep on breathing Falling deep in ruthless heaven I blindly fall into the abyss Descending deep, forevermore I shake in fear, I will hit the ground Forbidden dreams shall never soar I yearn, for the moment of warmth As my soul sinks in frost Exigency fades in my shadows And my heart digs my grave I blindly fall into the abyss Descending deep, forevermore I shake in fear, I will hit the ground Forbidden dreams shall never soar I remember the time My world swamped in darkness I always dreamed I can hold the flame and see my path Now I shall feed the flame my skin And my bleeding flesh Until it goes off And I die With a thousand tear