And I fail to spawn the light Dropped the bless the gleam of moon I hoped the wind can bring the rain Not grip my soul in heavy chains I wish to end the hope, embrace the grief My punished soul, shall fade away As the bleeding warmth, refuses to die And lets my pain entwine, till we fade away As the holy tears of Mary fall Hammer down my buried soul Decay the tower I fail to grasp I failed to hold I failed to climb I swamp in sorrow, in sleepless nights In streams of shame, guilt and despair Exceed the curb, distress my brain Enforced to hollow, Im forced to faint I wish to end the hope, embrace the grief my punished soul, shall fade away As the bleeding warmth, refuses to die And lets my pain entwine, till we fade away