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Everyday I’m picking another fight

With all of the me’s in a past life

Pulling apart the strings which we were so mortally tied

And as you speak, guilt fills the empty space

And suffocates every embrace that we shared once

Nothing exists in these past months

Give it some time

This pain will subside

But it’s getting easier

It’s getting easier

Or that’s what I’ll keep telling myself

Erasing your face in my thoughts until nothing is left

The story is always the same

Every else is to blame

For the hurt, the pain

The words that you say

There’s nothing I can do if this is the real you

And after all the time that’s passed

It comes across I like I got what I asked for

A misery grows from the seeds that you sew

A garden that's dying cannot feed a home

But it’s getting easier

It’s getting easier

Or that’s what I’ll keep telling myself

Erasing your face in my thoughts until nothing is left

The story is always the same

Every else is to blame

For the hurt; the pain

The words that you say

There’s nothing I can do if this is the real you

You take my mind to darkness I cannot describe

You bring out a version of me I despise

I watched your spirit degrade

I sat on my hands with regret to this day

You followed a path that I cannot take

No somber goodbyes, just bitter disdain

What I wouldn’t give

All the things I don’t know

You used to light the way

A brother before but a stranger today

It was a sickness that ravaged your soul

Reshaped a friend into someone that I’ll never know

It never gets easier

It never got easier

I’ll always be one half unbothered but I’ll never see you the same