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My crimson covered hands clutch heart strings newly broken

Moths breed in my entrails hate washes through my fucking veins

Friendship turns to disease, afflicting the weak of mind and heart

You are the growing cancer, eating at my fondest memories

Seven abandoned years thwart all affection

Why do your whispered lies push fingernails into my palms

The knife slipped in, pushed by the most familiar hands

I fell upon the comfort of your words

A flash of light taught me a lesson in betrayal

I fell upon the solace in your smile

Seven wasted years, boiling in vomit

I will erase you, I will erase you from this heart

From my memory I cut away

You’re just a name to me, a friend is now a ghost

And I will never give again

You have forsaken any faith I had in you

All the love I had for you

I am reborn, baptized in flame

Clean of your deceitful looming

Friends are beneath me, I can’t face this pain again

I’ll die alone, but at least i’ll know who loves me

I am a shadow of myself pent up in walls of human shit

Annihilating anything that bears your name

I am a hollowed wooden shell made strong by that which I abhor

Committing only to creating your demise

And so I pray for sleep and to see anything but red

All purpose has been drained from me

A friendship ends in pain, morose claims my every word

All trust has been carved out of me

Seven wasted years, boiling in vomit

I will erase you, I will erase you from this heart

From my memory I cut away

You’re just a name to me, a friend is now a ghost