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Daylight, I'm still awake,

Consciously asleep,

wrapped in my disbelief

Poisoned by my mistakes,

tearing life from me

How could I fall away?

We will always search for something more,

but it's easier to drown inside

the fear of growing old

Some things are harder

to let go too far away,

too far away from all the lies

Buried, I can't escape

Boxed in my self-hate

How could I fall away?

All that comforts me, all who treasure me

All that I've turned away

We will always search for something more,

but it's easier to drown inside

the fear of growing old

Some things are harder

to let go too far away,

too far away from all the lies

With the act of reparation, you denied

You were torn between the lies you've left behind

All I want is a reaction

I test pain for pleasure

You won't touch me

I just want to feel something,

anything at all

We will always search for something more,

but it's easier to drown inside

the fear of growing old

Some things are harder

to let go too far away,

too far away from all the lies

Too far away from all the lies