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I draw ever near

Places that i fear

Turn me to

Become as the void

Exist to destroy

All that I

Am has gone astray

My voice gives away

Longing for

Me to be erased

Transcend time and space

Will I return?

This

Is

Not-

This

Is

Not

There’s a presence here

Grip my face in fear

Hold me for

Ever in embrace

Mother, In disgrace

I’m hostage

My voice chokes and skips

Rib cage cracks and splints

Within me

Control melts away

How can I convey

Will I return?

This

Is

Not

This

Is

Not

Mine

Dissolve before my eyes

This spirit chokes and dies

Cannot engage my mind

Stuck in selfish horror bind

Oblivion takes flight

That passive soulless sight

Corruption takes it’s hold

Inward all my horrors grow

I've found my reckoning

Within these empty limbs

Wouldn't it be so nice

Make room for all your vice

Despair feels so far away

Floating above the fray

Within these empty limbs

I've found my reckoning

Dissolve before my eyes

This spirit laughs and cries

Overwhelm cannot comply

Outward reservations fly

This nightmare was foretold

Absurdity unfolds

All that I love has torn apart

Forgive my faulty heart

I've found my reckoning

Within these empty limbs

What does this mean for me?

Avoid those that see

Give me the space to grow

Before my demons show

Within these empty limbs

I've found my reckoning