Choked up again from all those thoughts that carry me, but I'm the one behind the wheel Locked in myself when the ones I love are watching from above Was I always meant to be this way? Rip my heart out, draw another one Cause I hope someday I'll be enough to change Rip my heart out now and let's pretend, that everything will be okay It's hard to explain How someone could be so fake, living through the same mistakes I know everything's so hard now but like I used to sing, stay and let it rain How someone could be so fake Rip my heart out, draw another one Cause I hope someday I'll be enough to change Rip my heart out now and let's pretend, that everything will be okay Choked up again from all those thoughts that carry me, but I'm the one behind the wheel How someone could be so fake Rip my heart out, draw another one Cause I hope someday I'll be enough to change To make a change.