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Constantly clawing at my neck

A feeling I can't live without

Detest for any aura of life

If you do as I ask

You will release the worst in me

My walking reassurance

The grotesque part of me I want you to kill

I've left everything I could a thousand miles away

I can't escape myself

If you do as I ask

You will sever every arm that keeps holding on

To pointless things

To pointless pain that I wish I could live without

Choke me if I try to turn my head

And if I burn the past away

Don't go up in flames with it

My head has never hung lower

And by body has never felt so heavy

I have never felt so sick

I can't escape myself