Letting go has done so much Yet so little A cold world never stops moving Contorting and pulsing Like a maggot in the dirt Everything swells until all you can do is hold yourself under I don't know if it gets better I never know the next step Clouds of doubt always hang above Yet the light still shines through This is eternal A lifeless cycle that will never stop Endless funeral Forever being reborn I mask what it has done to me And I show what it has given to me I let it drift around me A slave unchained from my own nerve This is eternal This is a resting place