Awakening Lyrics


I’m feeling low, so empty inside

I can’t seem to figure out what has gone wrong

My life is all shambles – shards of broken hope

I want this to end but I don’t know how

I tried so hard yet still I have failed

What have I done to deserve this hell?

I lie awake thinking each night

Was there a reason things turned out this way?

No one to talk to and it seems that no one cares

I’m feeling like I’m left alone. To bare the weight of my soul

It torments my mind, these choices that I made

I struggle within. I’m walking the line

I live each second like a shadow of a life

Stuck in the grey that blocks out the day

It’s all so helpless and I know that nothing will ever change

Words from a stranger can’t erase my rage

I try each day to work through my pain

Repairing my heart is work that’s done in vain

It drags me further, black marks on my heart

A whirlwind of anger tears me apart

It’s hard to believe that I can be free

Push through the shame

I’ll unlock the chains that hold on to me…you’ll see

I’m so tired of feeling this way

I lift myself up, it’s time to make a change

Take back control, face the pain in my life

Break down the walls that have stopped me in place

And I’m not abandoned. Each day brings a brand-new world

I’ve got the courage to save my own soul

Even though this pain will always live with me

I’m making a choice to make it alright

I’m going now to save myself