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Only conscious for a second

before i realize it's all a nightmare

my head is spinning this sweat is pouring

i believed my true fear had manifested

the thought of losing you is the worst possibility

day by day i keep it inside

can't bear these visions i'm presented

losing sleep over this infection

time is fading out

and i feel disconnected

from the only thing

i find hope in

tried to slip away

but i'm being pulled under

i'll never let go

and i'm fighting for my life

my grief hits heavy wanting to be in the same place

choked up saying this because i know you feel it

beg for another chance but going the same pace

try to comprehend what we've both been through

who's pulling the strings behind the curtain

something against me is the only certain

what i would give to be by your side

a swaying clock just keeps me hypnotized

i gaze at these memories every sheer moment

waiting for these apparitions to end this torment

END MY TORMENT!

I'M SO SORRY!

this pattern never ends

and i feel disconnected

need to find a way out

and i'm being pulled under

if i still can

only time will tell

as i suffer in this hell

IN THIS HELL!