Never had a chance to say what's on my mind always cut off and hardly given the time pushed to the brink and i'm close to the edge i'm filled with fear of what I've never said someone help me before i do something i can't control fighting these evil voices that exist in the pit of my soul every single i'm ignore by those I've looked up to never felt so alone feel so alone so alone you said you cared but you lied to my face for the last time something i can't erase your half crooked smile burns in my brain if i said it once that's enough to sink in i'm not repeating myself this cycle has to end it's eating at me constantly haunting my dreams faked and pushed around now it's clear the overwhelming hate I FEEL! so confused what's the truth spiraling down HANDS! around my neck gripping my breath i'm giving up you try to pretend but you just don't want to hear it