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As I feel my legs give out and I collapse onto my knees, I am reminded again of that day. That fateful day. That day I wanted to forget. That day I wanted to bury. The day he was taken. The day he died. The day I killed him.

The guilt

I keep

Is too

Too much

I’ve committed a sin beyond forgivable

It festers in my heart, it’s buried in my brain

I wanted it away, I don’t like the blame

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

Forgive me

Forgive me

The pain

I feel

Eats me

It fucking hurts

I’ve committed a sin beyond forgivable

It festers in my heart, it’s buried in my brain

I wanted it away, I don’t like the blame

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

Forgive me

Forgive me