the overcast sky reflected my mood dark and engulfing i waited for you but the time never came and the wind blew so hard winter was blooming and it tore me apart your ruffled hair and that blue tattered scarf your ice cold expression meant more than you know i needed to realize the truth and that cordoroy jacket which had kept me so warm now bit at my throat i waited for you but that time never came the wind blew so hard winter was blooming it tore me apart now i'm laying in pieces scattered around i've waited and waited my life's still a mess don't feel so proud of yourself oh you've made me so depressed i can't stand it much longer and i'm still so cold the painful silence which i live now is not on account of you that i really promise is true why should i care what you're doing now irrelevent, is your life to me somehow what we had, has been all washed away i know, i hope, i fucking pray that i will recover completely someday